A sweet love letter to his girl friend on the day of break up

A sweet letter from a boy to his sweet  love
I left you and went far away
just to know whether you missed me or not...
but i realised you din miss me

rather u missed another instead of me.....
i spoke to you in the way you shouldn't get hurt
but now with your words you hurt me...
All the love u said was just something like that..
i wont forgt the words u told to me:
"YES I HAD TRUELY I HAD"
do you know meaning for truely
if so u would have missed me as i do now..
the way u told i love u,
you were blushing i saw that in your eyes...
after you went i realised whats love,missing,pain and loneliness now....
you had real love for me once wen no one cared for you....
now its just a lust....
even if you threw me
why am i just holding
my last breath to come to you????
if in this world if we had some detector
to check who is missing you it will just tell my name....
you just thought of yourself and i just thought of yourself.....
the way i showed my love may be wrong
not the way i loved u...
love just ends in pain that is beautiful when its realised
but hurts when not gone through your feelings..
if my presence did not shake you
atleast my absence should shake you...
but i came to know am not tat lucky...
with your memories always........

To be continued.......